it looks like it's going to rain outside... but it's already cold inside. yes. inside... i'm supposed to be studying. common test's less than a week away. but i can't seem to get any work done. naughty naughty. *bleargh*
and it all makes sense now. like finally. putting a face to it helps. weeeeeeeeeeeee~*
oh. and i think i'm going mad. and just now, i had this sudden realization that being -- ...sucks, yep. not that it's a bad thing, it's not. but you sometimes just realize that the world revolves around people who are selfish and driven by that one particular thing that fuel their very existence. Okay, minus God. (I'm not talking about the religious portion here). Yeah. So i think i better do something about it. Right? I mean, I know people don't choose to be like that. Like, who would want to right? The average Singaporean at least... But hey, it might just be another test of faith. Okay. if at this point of time you still don't get a single thing i'm saying, just forget i ever mentioned the huge chuck of babble above...yepz.
Oh. and i just realized that the rest are very quiet...
(that's because they're studying you airhead)
so. yeah. i think i should go...
but isn't it funny that it had to happen just when you were thinking about it all?
oh well. She's gone to heaven so I've got to be good, so I can see my baby when I leave this worlddddddddd...weeeeeee~*
