::..a puro dolor~* the purest of pain..::

Monday, April 18, 2005

Detachment:
indifference to worldly concerns

It's noisy in the room.
People laughing. Screaming.

But i'm not part of any of this.
I feel so....detached from the people around me.
Like...I'm invisible.
Not part of the things going on around me.

And maybe that's fine.
I'm fine being invisible to the world.
Sometimes it's better that way.
Sometimes.

What i long for is peace.
Solace.

Away from all this.
All that is causing me so much... pain?
No. That's not the word.

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Hah. You want to be ** **?
I tossed that dream away a year ago.
Not that i'm being bitter.
I'm just commenting.
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Take me away from all these chaos.

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::runaway::lost in [[fairytale]]-land
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